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I received an email a couple
of weeks back from someone I didn't know with the subject line Your Blog.
She was asking if I would use my forum here to help spread the word
about mesothelioma, a form of cancer caused by exposure to asbestos.
I hesitated, didn't reply, but didn't delete the email either.
Because, I thought to myself at the time, I have a lot of causes
that are important to me that I have touted over the years: animal
rights, women's issues, addiction and mental health issues and, of course,
eating disorder awareness, because that's the one that ripped through my family
like a buzz saw. But, really, because of those very weighty issues, I
started this blog to be a little more upbeat and give myself a separation from
all of that, if I'm just being totally honest. Plus, this is a new
venture and my readership is tiny, I'm not sure what I could bring to the table
for any cause right now anyway. Besides, I can't spell mesothelioma
without looking it up, and my tongue ties around it. I thought to myself
initially that if I can't even pronounce it, how can I advocate against it?
Yet, as we were at the St. Patrick's Day parade, and I glanced back at my
daughter's boyfriend, engaged in an emotional conversation with his cousin,
both life-long Pittsburghers, I realized that it is part of my world now,
because these are my people and this disease is a large part of their world.
The reason the conversation
between the two cousins was so emotional was because the boyfriend's uncle is
in the late stages of the cancer. He was in the hospital at the time and
the odds were he was not going to be coming back home (he since has shown some
improvement, I'm told, and actually is home at the moment). That's hard
for the family because Boyfriend's father passed away from the same disease
only a couple of years before. Boyfriend is still deeply mourning his
dad, whom neither my daughter nor I ever met. Facing his uncle's cancer
is a really heart-wrenching struggle for him so soon after watching his father
succumb to it. The thing is: Boyfriend's father worked in the steel
mills. Asbestos was used routinely to protect the workers and equipment
from the high heat of the liquid steel. His uncle never even worked in the
mills, but their father before them did. And that's where he was exposed
to it. All those workers brought asbestos dust home on their clothing
every night. It coated their washing machines, their showers, anyplace or
anyone they touched. The boys were breathing it in every time they
greeted their dad with a big hug at the door. Boyfriend (he prefers we
not use his name), in addition to mourning two men he loves who seem to have
been doomed since childhood, has the shadow of doubt about his own fate as well
because he also ran up to his dad every night as he came home from a long shift
and hugged him. He's breathed it in as well.
And that's just part of the
legacy of steel in this area. You may not realize it if you've never been
here, but this town helped build your town by providing the steel for your
buildings and infrastructure. It helped win the wars that have kept us
free with the steel for ships, tanks, planes and more. This is a proud
city with a proud history. But it's a complicated one. The thing I
didn't tell you when I outlined why it was I moved here was why I didn't move
here in the first place. There are a couple of reasons: a
rebellious teenage desire to really piss my parents off by moving to Texas with
my best friend, whom they didn't like, but also the memory of a morning several
years before when we drove into the Pittsburgh metro area from the surrounding
area where my aunt lived. It was a beautiful morning in the rolling hills
outside of the city. The sun was rising in a crystal blue sky, tainting
the clouds with pinks and yellows, the hills were green and lush, and then it
was like a curtain fell as we neared the city. It went black.
Literally. You could see the blinking lights on the steel mill
towers cutting through the darkness, but not much more. I was just a
girl, so I've often wondered what highway we were driving along, but I remember
one of the rivers, so maybe Route 28? I don't know, but hitting that
sudden wall of air pollution left an impression on me. A deep one.
And, as much as I loved the Steelers for all my life, I wasn't really
looking forward to living in that level of dirt and grit to be near them.
Can you imagine what it was like living and working in that every day?
Coke mill in Hazelwood about the time of my Pittsburgh experience, but after the Clean Air Act of 1970 |
University of Pittsburgh Archives above, circa 1950
and my archives below, circa 2012
Thank you
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